(and other random pictures)
at the museum!!
adri very excited for pepper lunch
bring an Adri home today!
we chased the bus down bukit bintang but as we were
brilliant.
speedpainting with Shereendar, Hafiz and Randy (cos mimi chickened out)
link to everybody's speedpaint :
Hafiz
Shereendar
Randy
(will be updated shortly)
hehe here's an art jam work I did with Joyce(first one's mine, second's Joyce's), centered around painting, typo, posters and mermaids. I had no idea where I was going with this lol, but I think I should plan my typo before painting next time D:
I finally get a month to myself. Well sort of. Its just a little under a month to do all the things I haven't been able to do for the past year and won't get to do for the next. So I created this mind-list of a thousand and one things to do - preferably achieved in the next 24 days.
This morning I woke up with the weather in my head a whole lot clearer than it was yesterday(if u've said anything to me yesterday, sorry its been completely forgotten!), and now that the fog's cleared, its revealed a swarm of mental must do! post-it notes buzzing around me, begging for attention.
Yes, I am overwhelmed and at a complete loss at what to do D:
I am excited, worried, depressed, nervous, guilty, yet hopeful.
but nothing's going to change unless I end my honeymoon here and get myself organized.
so its back to the drawing board.
...
the graceful ager.
Like all my old friends, I'll be turning 20 soon (12 August don't forget! and don't you dare wish me on Facebook! I'll ignore you.) but I barely feel 19 let alone the big two zero. I figured people in their 20s were automatically matured, smarter, practically a highly sensible and responsible adult overnight. Like it just fills your veins the moment u've got a 2 in the tenth digit of your age. At the moment, I feel like I just got out of school last month. It all feels like a fuzzy never ending year since the last day I wore my school uniform. I know I've learnt and grown a fair bit, but it sure doesnt seem grown up enough to feel like a 20 year old.
Honestly I don't want to grow up. I was going to go into my twenties kicking and screaming, and introducing myself as a 19 year old to people till I'm 25, and stay 25 until I'm 35. Or atleast for as long I as could get away with it. Cuz there are things I rather bite my own tongue for than give up with my age. But I know there's no point staying a kid forever, infact its for the better, and I bitterly accept it. or so I tell myself.
..
I had a good dream last night. Its got to be the best I ever had. If I ever dreamt anything with a storyline, it would always be left hanging, ending with the main character continuously searching, never achieving what she set out to do. I really hated those dreams. I always dreamt about the effort, the chasing, the running after and the obstacles, but I never ever once did I even see a glimpse of the end and whatever it is she was looking for, be it a watch, or a person, or a place. It just eludes her no matter how hard she tried. Its not very confidence-building if you cant even dream of a dream coming true.
so anyways : D the chain of non-achieving dreams has been broken! cos she found him in the end <3 amidst the choas of the end of the world, she still found him. I wasnt very thrilled to be in another search-dream, but I kept hoping. And I was very pleasantly surprised.
I am inspired by Studio 4C
oh gosh.
the clouds are parting
the sun is shining
its already a quarter to midnight
but hell in here its E D E N, its PARADISE, its HEAVEN ON EARTH, its the holidayyyyyss!
and I feel so washed out like a 10 tonne truck reversed and ran over me 20 times, but its cool cos I'm still so drunk on the euphoriaaaaaaaa.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh holidaayyyyyyyysss
FOUR WEEKS OF RELATIVE FREEDOM G'DAMMIT.
I cant believe I grew up believing a 9 - 5, Monday to Friday and 9 - 1 on Saturdays job would be lifesucking. how how how wrong. like.. very wrong. If I knew I'd be working like this before I checked "Digital Animation" in the registration slip, I'd be checking Advertising.. or.. Multimedia(maybe not) instead or I probably wont even be in TOA, I'd be studying business or something at Taylors. Though, I think my lifestyle as of now is pretty cool, it really pushes you to uh... places u never thought u'd reach. But its kind of distorted and twisted my view on things.
1. Kids are the last things I wanna be near. They're cute and sweet but to be admired 100 meters away.
2. Its a sin to be free-er than I am, therefore if you've more time to kill than I do, ure lazier.
3. I don't understand why shops only open at 10.30am and close so early at 10pm. when can I do my shopping then??
4. [ was removed due to its inhumane and cruel nature. ]
My biggest fear in the working world? Well besides technical glitches and Shyts happening, is to meet a peer / adult behaving like a kid. Gosh, being stuck with them in a team is far worse than being trapped and locked up with 30 12-year-olds(cos smart alecs are irritating) in a confinement unit. It takes even more patience and godliness to NOT club them to death with my tripod.
But the mother of all fears that beats even the most idiotic teammate:
looking 50 at 30 omg T________________T
I am so scared.
but on a brighter note,
RELATIVE FREEDOM IS HERE!! woot!
