omg shit no

after spring cleaning the house in the morning, i figured i started my lazy sunday with some blog hopping before i jumped straight into work. until i read, on Aurelia's blog

"--9th week is over. There's another 4 or 5 more weeks to go....."

5 more weeks to go.

5 more weeks.

5 more.

5?!?!?!!?!?


OMG! Just where was I these past few weeks?!!?!?! I've always been thinking there's got to be ATLEAST 9 - 8 more weeks left in this term!!!
GAAAAaaaahhh!! WHAT THE HECK!!

I'm dead! dead! DEAD!

Oh slkjsfklsafdf. How the heck are we going to pull off a whole production shot in a mere 4 weeks?!

Okay. U_U. I can do it. I can! the worst that could happen is that they'd just end up crappy. It wont be the end of the world.

gaaahhhhhh ><

burn

click to enlarge

for fun. and a kind of let-go therapy. cuz i dont really have photos to burn haha they're all in soft copy. i love rough brush strokes!

my eyes hurt ><so im off to bed!

news from beyond the grave

hello. i've been alive sort of D:

tomorrow's Monday, and my weekends have felt like nothing but a blur. The 2 most important days of the week all a blur T_T darn it

blur

I used to be so glad when Monday was OFFICIALLY a class-free day as stated on the schedule for DG75-1, BUT then... VST had to have replacement classes at 10freakingam (what an ungodly hour!!) and Compositing Class was moved to a Monday night. So there goes our Monday paradise.

grr

I've finally graduated from an obsolete handphone! : D When the ol'nokia died, heaven's sun rays fell upon me and I finally got a phone I'm not afraid to use in public! Although, I must say living without a handphone for a while was pretty liberating, the only bad side was my mum furious cuz she couldnt get to me.

hello Jay Chou

Anyhoo ~ my latest craze are manicures. Well, just the painting part. I've just recently bought a konad plate and a new colour and I went crazy on my nails. They're my new joy. When ure down and weary working on your comp from dawn to dusk to dawn and to dusk without sleep, life just seems bleak and pointless sometimes. But not with these nails ~! (last week's nails, my fav by far. no konads yet)

instant happiness.

I suspect my phone makes people's skin look good. Either that or its the blurriness.

potential models for biotherm lol.

its my birthday!

on the 4th of freakin' JUNE!

gaaahhh ~~!!! now i'm too excited to work! *jumps around happily*

dragoniccaaaaa <3

homework

For business and client management class, we're supposed to come up with a business plan in the food industry. I'm not exactly the businesswoman type but I love love love love to watch the Asian Food Channel, especially Restaurant Makeover. Igor is cute. So I came up with an idea for a pretty much hi-class cafeteria (think Subway, Ikea foods) which is something I think Sunway is severely lacking... and one week later I realize I can't really imagine the actual concept materializing in real life lol.

Ah but the work process is gonna be lots of fun.

Okay I'm pooped U_U nights!

ah life.

modelling's sort of done, now's the time for texturing!


woo...


its so hot and humid here U_U. ugh, in trying to save more electricty by not using the aircond unless super necessary, i take more baths, thus using more water, more soap and electricity for the hair dryer. though I guess in the long run I still save more. I wish someone of divine powers would pick us up and drop us somewhere a little further from the equator where its cooler T_T maybe a little near hong kong. that might be nice.

oh college.

its back to the never-ending grinding of assignments. I hope I have enough strength and patience to not just pass, but kick ass this time. I've been vowing to kick Randy's ass at the beginning of every term, but my sleepiness and laziness always got in the way. However, this term will be different. I can feel it in my bones.

i will not play until work is done. i will not play until work is done. i will not play until work is done!

I've just got to get the Dragonica craze out of my system >< too bad its the CBT! Noooo windberry!

Oookay. first things first. List of to dos :

1. clean out my room! ><
2. organize my wardrobe.
3. organize my desk.
4. box up stuff i dont need.
5. ..........
.....
..
.
ah i just wanna jump off a cliff.

i could be depressedly excited or excitedly depressed.
i'm leaning towards the former. although i'm not too sure what the difference is lol. but I do know I'm excited and low on happy hormones at the same time.

good luck to me.

its Malaysian

its Malaysian to think that anything Malaysian is hopeless.

when i read reviews and comments about anything Malaysian-made gone wrong, it wont be complete unless there's a following comment by someone saying "wat to do? made in Malaysia ma"

its my new pet peeve.

its agitating whenever i hear it and i hear it often, but its to be expected coming from defunct products of Malaysia like them.

I attended this 'conference' called Supermotion during KL Design Week, where reknown international graphic designers and animators were invited to share. Okay, where organization is concerned, the conference earned an ABSOLUTE FAIL from me. The host sounded like he got attitude, the auditorium was darkened except on stage and a speaker was talking, yet phones were ringing, people were talking and lots of camera lights were flashing (it should be banned). When on stage lights needed to be turned off for a projection, the poor speaker had to ask not once, but a hundred times, and I could actually hear people in the control room (I sat far back) laughing and having their own conversations, drowning out the voice of the speaker. I dont suppose they thought it was soundproof despite the control room obviously not having a solid piece of transparent medium between it and the auditorium. You'd think after the first time they'd start paying attention to each of the speaker's stage light needs but no, it took atleast 5 - minutes for the Speaker to get the crew to turn off the lights everytime they needed to show something on the projector. Okay I sort of digressed, but this part's related to the subject : one of the sound cables decided to die in the middle of a screening(took atleast 20 mins for them to run up and down looking for one), so the auditorium lights were all lighted, everything was put to a halt, people were groaning, and as the speaker was asking for a replacement, one woman screamed "Malaysia Boleh!" ever so sarcastic'ly for all asunder to hear.

Now what the fuck that was supposed to mean, I dont know. But it definitely wasn't the slightest bit encouraging or patriotic. If I wasnt so exhausted (rushed to the conference after 2 nights up and a final), I'd have jumped to my feet, found the offending woman, and whacked her toothless.

I dont suppose the invited speakers will come back here. We've annoyed them enough, though I was never so ashamed to have a person like her a fellow countrymen, apart from our beloved tax leeching fat cats, Mat Rempits - and yeah the list goes on, but the truth is, its not that bad. Sure where mentality is concerned, most of us have a lot to catch up on cuz what we should know in this age isnt included in our severely lacking education system and afailureofa Moral Subject and its not like our teachers or parents would know or could teach us since they weren't taught about them in the first place.

I mean, how was anybody supposed to know its rude to squat on a toilet seat when the only toilet they've ever seen was one dug out in their own backyard? How's anybody to be considerate and look at the big picture, when all they've been trained to is to take care and look no where else beyond themselves? and how is anybody to expect much from teachers when their quality's set so low and the pay so little? How are the Chinese and Malays supposed to get along when they continuously build up a language barrier between themselves (applicable to Chinese school students whose mandrin is impeccable but suck at other languages, same with the Malays and their Malay). How are our self declared privileged Malay egomaniacs supposed to know they're nothing but hot gas when they've never seen a true representation of a Malaysian face besides the conceited ass they see infront of the mirror?

Yes! I hear and see you complaining, but it's not like you're gonna get your fat ass out of your comfort zone and do something about it. So shut up already. Write a letter, hold your own conference, organize a campaign. Or just do it in the little things, like watch your racist mouth when you're in public, and try to befriend someone who isnt in your own little racist groupie.

adventures of adri n emma!

(and other random pictures)

adri happily mixing up pepper lunch.

Adri in P Ramlee's music video, Ode to Nasi Lemak.

at the museum!!

adri very excited for pepper lunch

bring an Adri home today!

we chased the bus down bukit bintang but as we were
about to get on, the bus driver ran down for a leak D:

crazeee lights by accident.

brilliant.

fuckity fuck

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hafiz asked me once, "dont technical problems just put you off this industry?"



yes. very much so.


*picks up self help book*



i'm reminded of a conversation i had not too long ago.


me : i just installed the latest msn and it needs getting used to lol.

bastard : its not the program at fault. its the user.

me : i see.


bugger. i take it that bastard has a poor command of english.





i've never felt my life so insignificant and meaningless.